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2011年12月27日星期二

expectation~

   CNY is coming soon~its 3 weeks more~=目 (xixi..) it also means i done my 5 sems! 2 sems more then is my turn to graduate,it also my turn to become unemployed person..(╯﹏╰)
   is ok~better than staying at college learn nothing! I'm so happy that i can leave college life 2 sems more~~wohoo~~~but i will strive to find for a good job because i don't want and don't wish be a gal who just enjoy own meaningless life..
   that is not my style~i like work and earn $$ myself..because i can use $$ in many things or something else i like~but i hope after graduate and before i found a job, i can travel or having a nice trip..=)
   BTW,my holiday is coming soon~~so excited can rest a while~~
   And Final also coming..i'll do my best but not try my best! final exam? ce n'est pas grave!! Bonne Chance!! 

2011年12月7日星期三

just for someone..

TMD! 好听点:“你很会做人”,难听点"你很假"!!
现在的人真够现实! 鄙视你!! 哼!! 


(我不知道有谁看我的blog,可是别对号入座喔~如果自认也没办法~)

2011年12月3日星期六

遗憾终生...

   唉~为什么我要听“别人”的话?为什么当时就不能坚持自己的想法? ><!! 我,非常不喜欢读书! 是很讨厌! 我很讨厌每天都要想几时要交assignment,几时有presentation,几时mid-term,几时final!! 真的很讨厌! 


   都是自己的错..错信了不该相信的人! 真的是不知道那些是不是眼睛搽了kaya..在我的心里有几件事是我很后悔的~其中一样就是竟然读书!! 如果当初能够坚持自己的想法,那我就不会搞得如此下场..这个教训实在是太大了..以后我都会坚持我的想法,不让人摇摆!


   以前,我很清楚知道我要怎样走我的路..可是现在,我真的不知道..我如果不继续读书,我不知道我可以做什么工来cover我以后的费用..可是我继续,我不知道以后的工钱会是我期望的吗?是我喜欢的工作吗?但是我知道如果继续,我以后就一世都背负很多债! 还也还不清!


   TMD!! 早知今日又何必当初!! 我非常后悔认识了ta,ta还有ta!! 以前问自身时都说我有很多“猪朋狗友”,现在问自身就讲我身边很多“小人”!! 小人通通去死!! 我的贵人到底在哪里??快点来打救我...我非常需要你的帮忙....=(


   我很后悔啊~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ 真的是走错一步,后悔终生!!

2011年11月17日星期四

保佑我~

   
   听到一些事~我想讲的就是,请不要再讨论我了~近朱者赤,近墨者黑..你们说我被“他”带坏,所以我才变得很cool,不理不睬,甚至串..我只可以讲事情变到酱,每个人都有责任..我不会讲是“他”带坏我..因为我也要对我自己的行为负责任..至于“他”,我已经不想再提..你们要怎样想“他”,怎样讲“他”,我管不了..


   我只是管我自己..别人的事,我根本不想理..我真的不知道要怎样面对你们..我不知道你们是真心还是假意..我最恨被利用..所以,我也不喜欢利用别人..过去的,就让它过去..谁对谁错,我已经不想再伤脑筋想,再浪费我的力气解释又解释..你要信就信,不信就算..不要再问东问西..


   你们说我以前很好..现在就被带坏了..可是你们有想过原因吗?为什么我会变到酱?原因很简答...:“开心时,朋友认识了我..有难时,我认识了朋友”...原因就是酱简单..我已经对你们很失望了..现在的我,只想平平静静过完我的diploma而已..所以,不要再把我作为你们的话题..


   你们的事,我不想知道..在我面前也不必刻意为难自己勉强的挤出笑容..当个“熟悉的陌生人”或许对大家都好..毕竟大家心里也已经有根拔不走的刺..所以不需要勉强自己..如果还想当个朋友,那就先要拔掉心里的刺(大家把话说清楚)..


   我不喜欢拖泥带水..也不喜欢敷衍..我更不喜欢隐瞒..所以,请不要说我这样那样..因为我不想伪装..伪装真的很辛苦..我并不擅长伪装..装可怜也不是我的强项..如果你不是真心待我如友,请远离我..因为被我发现你酱对我,我就会穿上有刺的保护罩保护自己..最后伤的不止是你,也是我..


   有个人,瞒了解我..他说我很重义气..我不否认..我待朋友有时真的会比男友好..连自己男友也酱讲我..那个人还说:“你被利用,证明你还有利用价值”..我却回答:“如果是酱,我宁愿我自己一个人”..因为我真的接受不到自己在乎的人原来是在利用自己..这是无形的伤害..或许你们觉得这是正常..最后,他还是说了一句话..:“这就是真正的社会圈子,以后要小心交友,因为每个跟你交友的人都可能会是有目的”..


   经过了那么多的事,我学会了保护自己..不闻不问...但是又会被人说cool,串..我真的不知道该怎样面对你们了...酱又给你们讲,那样又给你们讲..但是有得选,我真的宁愿你们说我cool,串,也不愿意给你们讲我的是非..不愿意再卷入你们的纠纷中...


   所以,请忽视我..酱我就可以平平静静的过完我的diploma了~除此之外,diploma后我们也不会再联络了..所以你们更不需要讨论我了..谢谢合作~=)
   
   



2011年11月13日星期日

yesterday=my big day!! ^^

   well..yesterday is my big day..my birthday!! =D for chinese year, i am 21 year old..i became an adult since after yesterday..i'm happy that almost all my friends wishes me!! haha..i am so surprise about my housemate gave me a memorable birthday!! they just create a story and close the light..like very normal..==! when i turn to left(the door and kitchen) i saw a candle light and they started sang a birthday song to me..=) haha..so surprise!! thanks all of them..even though that is not a perfect cake, but in my heart it was perfect!! then at my birth-day, i received many messages and calls from my lovely friends~some of them date me to celebrate..but so sorry i cant out with them as i need to rush my assignment!! =( and my facebook's notification received over 100 birthday wishes..i knew almost all of them..just few people i dont know..
   
   at the same date, i rushed my individual assignment all the afternoon!! finally done it at 7pm!! hoo~~~so tiring...><!! so happy when i finished..but i started to worried about the plagiarism percentage..i uploaded my assignment!! so nervous to waiting the percentage!! (>~<)" finally the result out..is 2%..wahahahahaha...so happy!! thanks god..i received a big big present  at my birthday!! but i hope the info i wrote in my assignment is correct and meaningful la...hope all the point can help me to get more marks!! 

   at night! my sis bought a fruit cake for me..and my family sang a birthday song for me..=) that cake so delicious~~yummy~~~not so sweet and tasty~~^^ 

   finally, i would said my bf! he fetch me went genting..=) these few weeks so rush for presentation and assignment...went genting is a way for me to relax awhile..

   lastly..my birthday is passed...is time to start do my revision and presentation..><!! so lazy...Lol...try my best la...

2011年11月3日星期四

U ARE NO LONGER IS MY FRIEND ANYMORE

   when i start to write this means i very disappointed to u..u lie be, betray me, ignore me..all of that i will remember..forever..can't forget..selfish..this is the thing i learnt from u..not only u but all of u..i totally can't accept what u did behind of me..although somebody is busybody about my things, but if u are my real friend, i think u won't be influenced..i though u are the only true friend in this college.. but, u did disappointed to me..haih..
   please don't act in front of me..i will very hate u..some more, somebody acts like want make me alone,no friend at all..but u won't success..because innocent parties have eyes,  and heart..they can think, can feel, and can see what u did to me, why u did so..
   in addition, someone became a "25" zai/lui..i know what u chit-chat to them about me..actually i can know what u did through your attitude and actions..so, please don't try to pretend in front of me..
   i am the person which is very straight..if i dislike u, i am more willing alone than see those stupid and pretended face..i also is the person that if u make me angry and can't stand anymore, i won't be nice to u..and i will declare to all the world know what is the truth and what u did to me..the result is all of the u won't be so friend anymore after know all the truth..i won't scare, i know what the effect to me..still remain the same like now..but i am sure u all will be change due to the truth..so, don't challenge my patient!! i'm not that NICE!! =) 
    

2011年9月26日星期一

自欺欺人!

我,知道了事实~我不是笨的~所以请不要在我面前说谎!!这只会让我看不起你!!


我记得有个朋友告诉我:“做朋友的,好朋友~不需要对朋友隐瞒任何事! 就算被人甩又怎样?! 勇敢承认事实,和朋友坦白才是最重要! (那时朋友被甩,她也是个美女喔)不要为了自己的面子而隐瞒,因为没有这个必要! 毕竟大家是朋友! 当被朋友知道事情的事实,朋友只会更看不起你! 慢慢的对你失去信任!”


是的! 我非常赞成! 不过,你一次又一次让我发现你根本就算在说谎! 我很讨厌说谎的人! 更讨厌骗我的人! 我说的,别人或许不相信,但是真相是怎样,我相信只有你和我才知道! 当然,我会想办法证明你根本就是在讲骗话! 可是我也很清楚知道,要找到证据不是那么简单! 因为你的人太会说谎了! 你可以从歪的都讲到好像直的一样! 而且我越想证明你说谎,别人或许就越觉得我在抹黑你! 所以,我不会找证据证明你说谎! 毕竟我也觉得没这个必要了,因为是你的事又不关我的事! 


哈哈...我太了解你了! 同时,我不了解你到底为什么要说谎! 为了让自己好过点?还是为了可以在别人面前装模作样?


你这样做,只会让我对你产生坏印象! 而且我不会再相信你了! 除此之外,你和别人的所作所谓都让我看清清楚楚真面目! 至于是什么事,我也不想多说! 自己做过的事情自己知道! 我相信会有报应的! 风水轮流转! 自己做过什么坏事,以后别人同样会对你做回同样的事!


不要伪装自己,你内心并不是酱的样子! 你越伪装,只会让我觉得你恐怖! 说多错多,我不便多说! 别人一样会看穿你,只是别人需要比较长的时间! All in all, 你自己好自为之!