Final ! ! !

     还有两个星期就要考Final了，我怎么还好像不知道我到底是在学什么？读什么啊？讨厌读书咯! haih~~~每天都要拿着书，可是又不知道要读什么~~读了又不明白喔~气死人了! 真想退学啊! 


     就因为final,所以我不可以一直上网，看戏和听歌咯! 最好快快final,然后就可以enjoy了~~~可是sem break又很闷的喔~~每天在家都不知道可以做什么~~@@~~haih......想做工的，可是没有人会请几个星期的罢了咯...做人真烦...吃，用，玩，全部都要钱! 什么世界啊! 
     
     想sem break去下旅行~~想在外面流浪一下，体会下外面的世界...当然也可以为自己充下电! 过后我就会乖乖的回到现实的生活了...可是我怎么可能出去旅行啊~~没钱啊~~唉~~~


     总之就是烦咯...=( 真头痛!!  (><)!!

冤枉我！休想要我退步！

大概12点左右，我被人冤枉！气死我！
我什么都没有做过！！！
不信的话我也没有办法！
只剩最后一条路可以选择了！
脑袋空白一片！
心空空的！
少了什么？！
不知道该怎么做！
想不到东西！
手脚冰冷！
眼眶里热热的！
我不知道是个误会，还是被人冤枉！
我最痛恨被人冤枉！所以我绝不让步！
我相信清者自清！
时间会证明一切！！
当（XXX)知道事情的真相后，任何理由，借口我都不会接受！
因为（XXX)当初选择了不信任我！
所以我们没什么可谈了！
我最后只希望，时间可以为我证明我的清白！
至于那个“有心人”还是“无心人”！！最好不要让我知道你是谁！
无论你是有什么目的！
请不要再冤枉我！不要再坏我名誉！！！

像个小孩~

是的，我的确像个小孩...一个对“自己人”就可以自然表现出自己的本性的小孩...
我没有别人的成熟，我没有别人的温柔，我没有别人的大方...
我是我，不要拿我和别人比...
如果酱不满意，请离开我的世界...

每个女生都想穿美美出门，这是一个很自然的现象...
并不是为了让别人看才穿美...
所以，请收起你那带着歧视，侮辱的眼神...
更轻你收起你那轻挑，又难听的批评...
如果你看不顺眼，你可以不要看...没有人逼你...
觉得我穿少点就很失礼你，怕被人笑的话，那请你不要带我出，更不要再找我...
因为我已经知道你的想法...

如果你觉得我穿个背心，短裤或领稍微大点都有问题的话...那我建议你找个马来人会比较好...毕竟她们是从头包到脚的...再不然就是找个小鸟依人的女友算了...
因为我不是那种女人...我是我，不是别人...
也许你会觉得我任性，可是这就是我...

如果连自己想穿怎样的衣服都没资格选择的话，做人还有什么意思？什么都不能选...
不如死了算...根本就跟没有意识，感觉，感情的废物一样...
在每个女生心中，其实有着一个小女孩...只是很少很少出来而已...
不信？问问自己是否看到任何可爱，美丽的东西任然不会有任何开心，冲动？那就知道答案了...

人可以没钱，没权（事业）...但是不可以没权选择可以让自己开心的事与物...
开心，不一定是要拥有很多钱...因为那只是拿钱去买快乐...
我要的开心是真的打从心里笑...
怎样？很简单...做人简单点，计较少一点，按照自己喜欢的方式做任何事情，累就听歌，旅行放松一下自己...酱就会开心...
没钱没得旅行？谁说？找个budget旅行配套就可以了啊...
吃得简单，用得恰当，又可以旅行才开心...
不是每一样都要用得最贵，吃得最好才会开心...
最重要是按照自己的感觉走就对了...

TATTOO

我，很想纹身...想...并没有做..因为怕痛..我真的很怕痛...可是看到人家纹又很羡慕...人家说，纹身的女生很坏，很像lala...可是我不认为...人家纹得像lala并不代表每个人都一样...人家像lala是个人的性格，行为是而已...反而我觉得纹身是一种艺术...觉得我在吹水？我不是喔...虽然我不是什么画家，更画布出什么美丽动人的图画...可是纹身真的是一种艺术...人家纹了自己想要的图画，其实可以凸显个人风格，个性...很美...纹身更可以让人添加几分魅力...不信？想象自己纹了一个玫瑰，蝴蝶或其它图案在背肩上...当你穿上露背晚装，吊带衣，背心的时候，你就会觉得那是另一种美...纹玫瑰可以凸显柔情似水的温柔，娇小个性...又可以凸显坚强的个性，因为玫瑰有刺...如果纹蝴蝶可以凸显孤独美，或其它意思...我相信大多数的女性都会选择纹玫瑰和蝴蝶...又或是细又长的图案或字...因为这可以凸显她们不同的个性..真的很美...我想纹一个...如果不痛，我一定纹一个玫瑰，或蝴蝶在背肩上...然后纹一个穿长柔丝衣服女人在左后颈上...可是很痛的...所以只可以想想就算了...=(

BAD MOOD!!

THESE TWO DAYS, I FELT VERY BAD MOOD AND ANGRY! BECAUSE TOO MANY THINGS NEED TO RUSH AND CARE! I HOPE THAT I CAN FINISHED MY DIPLOMA AS SOON AS POSSIBLE! PEOPLE TOLD ME COLLEGE LIFE IS FUN AND ENJOYABLE! BUT I DON'T THINK SO! WTF COLLEGE LIFE IS?! ALL PEOPLE PROFIT-MINDED! NOT NEED EXPLAIN SO CLEARLY,SOMEBODY WILL KNOW THEMSELVES! ESPECIALLY FOR THOSE 25 PEOPLE! CB! DESTROY MY MOOD! SUM-MORE, A PERSON DO RUBBISH TO ME! AND KEEP POSTPONE POSTPONE AND POSTPONE! I THOUGH AT LEAST CAN DONE SOMETHING TO ME! BUT IS RUBBISH AT ALL! I VERY DULAN!!! I HAVE TO REDO THE PART! I GIVE SO MANY TIME FOR DO THAT EASY PART, BUT THE FEEDBACK IS GIVING ME BACK THE RUBBISH! IF CANNOT HANDLE, I COULD HELP! I EXPLAINED AND TEACH SOMEONE TO DO THAT PART, SOMEONE KEEP SAID OKOK,KNOW KNOW!!! BUT FINALLY GIVE ME RUBBISH! AND SOMEONE WROTE BULLSHIT IN GROUP! I REALLY BEH TAHAN, AND REPLY THE COMMENT! I SCOLDING THAT PERSON! I REALLY FELT DISAPPOINTED BECAUSE STILL HAVE THOSE PEOPLE WHO DID WRONG THINGS BUT STILL WANT PUSH THEIR RESPONSIBILITY TO ME!!! FUCK!!! o0o!!!

A PERSON WHO VERY FRIEND WITH US,BUT NOW BECOME 25PEOPLE! WELL, I CANT FORCE PEOPLE TO FRIEND WITH ME! SO JUST LET IT GO! I WONT ACCEPT DOES PEOPLE WHO HAVE BEEN BETRAY ME AND IGNORE ME!!! I WONT!!! IN ADDITION, I FOUND OUT THAT A PERSON WHO WEAR A MASK! WHICH MEANS,THAT PERSON LIKE VERY KIND IN FRONT OF PEOPLE,BUT WHEN TURN BACK IS ANOTHER FACE!I ALSO FELT THAT PERSON VERY NICE,KIND AND HELPFUL!BUT ITS WRONG! NO SUCH PEOPLE!!

NEXT,WHEN I WANT TO EXPLAIN SOMETHING TO THEM,THEY STRAIGHT BAN MY IDEA!AND KEEP SHOOTING ME BACK!WTF! I HAVEN EXPLAIN LEH! SO THAT, I WILL DONE MY THINGS WELL AND THEIR THINGS,I WONT CARE!BECAUSE SOMEONE SAID: "WONT CARE AND WONT HELP EACH OTHER ANYMORE! U DIE YOURSELF!" THIS SENTENCES MAKE ME FEEL THERE IS NO FRIENDSHIP BETWEEN US! I WILL REMEMBER THIS FOREVER!

PLEASE DON'T SAY ME PETTY! BECAUSE YOU NOT THE PERSON WHO GETTING HURT! YOU WONT KNOW WHAT IS MY FEELING! PLEASE DON'T SIMPLY JUDGE ME! YOU WILL NEVER KNOW WHAT I'M THINKING! YOU WILL NEVER KNOW WHAT MY FEELING!

LASTLY,DON'T THROW RUBBISH AND THE THINGS YOU DON'T WANT TO ME ANYMORE!!! I WILL FUCK YOU 99!!!