保佑我~

   
   听到一些事~我想讲的就是，请不要再讨论我了~近朱者赤，近墨者黑..你们说我被“他”带坏，所以我才变得很cool,不理不睬，甚至串..我只可以讲事情变到酱，每个人都有责任..我不会讲是“他”带坏我..因为我也要对我自己的行为负责任..至于“他”,我已经不想再提..你们要怎样想“他”，怎样讲“他”，我管不了..


   我只是管我自己..别人的事，我根本不想理..我真的不知道要怎样面对你们..我不知道你们是真心还是假意..我最恨被利用..所以，我也不喜欢利用别人..过去的，就让它过去..谁对谁错，我已经不想再伤脑筋想，再浪费我的力气解释又解释..你要信就信，不信就算..不要再问东问西..


   你们说我以前很好..现在就被带坏了..可是你们有想过原因吗？为什么我会变到酱？原因很简答...:“开心时，朋友认识了我..有难时，我认识了朋友”...原因就是酱简单..我已经对你们很失望了..现在的我，只想平平静静过完我的diploma而已..所以，不要再把我作为你们的话题..


   你们的事，我不想知道..在我面前也不必刻意为难自己勉强的挤出笑容..当个“熟悉的陌生人”或许对大家都好..毕竟大家心里也已经有根拔不走的刺..所以不需要勉强自己..如果还想当个朋友，那就先要拔掉心里的刺(大家把话说清楚)..


   我不喜欢拖泥带水..也不喜欢敷衍..我更不喜欢隐瞒..所以，请不要说我这样那样..因为我不想伪装..伪装真的很辛苦..我并不擅长伪装..装可怜也不是我的强项..如果你不是真心待我如友，请远离我..因为被我发现你酱对我，我就会穿上有刺的保护罩保护自己..最后伤的不止是你，也是我..


   有个人，瞒了解我..他说我很重义气..我不否认..我待朋友有时真的会比男友好..连自己男友也酱讲我..那个人还说：“你被利用，证明你还有利用价值”..我却回答：“如果是酱，我宁愿我自己一个人”..因为我真的接受不到自己在乎的人原来是在利用自己..这是无形的伤害..或许你们觉得这是正常..最后，他还是说了一句话..:“这就是真正的社会圈子，以后要小心交友，因为每个跟你交友的人都可能会是有目的”..


   经过了那么多的事，我学会了保护自己..不闻不问...但是又会被人说cool,串..我真的不知道该怎样面对你们了...酱又给你们讲，那样又给你们讲..但是有得选，我真的宁愿你们说我cool,串，也不愿意给你们讲我的是非..不愿意再卷入你们的纠纷中...


   所以，请忽视我..酱我就可以平平静静的过完我的diploma了~除此之外，diploma后我们也不会再联络了..所以你们更不需要讨论我了..谢谢合作~=)
   
   

yesterday=my big day!! ^^

   well..yesterday is my big day..my birthday!! =D for chinese year, i am 21 year old..i became an adult since after yesterday..i'm happy that almost all my friends wishes me!! haha..i am so surprise about my housemate gave me a memorable birthday!! they just create a story and close the light..like very normal..==! when i turn to left(the door and kitchen) i saw a candle light and they started sang a birthday song to me..=) haha..so surprise!! thanks all of them..even though that is not a perfect cake, but in my heart it was perfect!! then at my birth-day, i received many messages and calls from my lovely friends~some of them date me to celebrate..but so sorry i cant out with them as i need to rush my assignment!! =( and my facebook's notification received over 100 birthday wishes..i knew almost all of them..just few people i dont know..

   

   at the same date, i rushed my individual assignment all the afternoon!! finally done it at 7pm!! hoo~~~so tiring...><!! so happy when i finished..but i started to worried about the plagiarism percentage..i uploaded my assignment!! so nervous to waiting the percentage!! (>~<)" finally the result out..is 2%..wahahahahaha...so happy!! thanks god..i received a big big present  at my birthday!! but i hope the info i wrote in my assignment is correct and meaningful la...hope all the point can help me to get more marks!! 

   at night! my sis bought a fruit cake for me..and my family sang a birthday song for me..=) that cake so delicious~~yummy~~~not so sweet and tasty~~^^ 

   finally, i would said my bf! he fetch me went genting..=) these few weeks so rush for presentation and assignment...went genting is a way for me to relax awhile..

   lastly..my birthday is passed...is time to start do my revision and presentation..><!! so lazy...Lol...try my best la...

U ARE NO LONGER IS MY FRIEND ANYMORE

   when i start to write this means i very disappointed to u..u lie be, betray me, ignore me..all of that i will remember..forever..can't forget..selfish..this is the thing i learnt from u..not only u but all of u..i totally can't accept what u did behind of me..although somebody is busybody about my things, but if u are my real friend, i think u won't be influenced..i though u are the only true friend in this college.. but, u did disappointed to me..haih..

   please don't act in front of me..i will very hate u..some more, somebody acts like want make me alone,no friend at all..but u won't success..because innocent parties have eyes,  and heart..they can think, can feel, and can see what u did to me, why u did so..

   in addition, someone became a "25" zai/lui..i know what u chit-chat to them about me..actually i can know what u did through your attitude and actions..so, please don't try to pretend in front of me..

   i am the person which is very straight..if i dislike u, i am more willing alone than see those stupid and pretended face..i also is the person that if u make me angry and can't stand anymore, i won't be nice to u..and i will declare to all the world know what is the truth and what u did to me..the result is all of the u won't be so friend anymore after know all the truth..i won't scare, i know what the effect to me..still remain the same like now..but i am sure u all will be change due to the truth..so, don't challenge my patient!! i'm not that NICE!! =)