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2012年9月18日星期二

Escape

   Hmm........i though all of that end and i will never ever meet some people again...but,people still like ghost always follow me! u know i hate it? when i knew it, it's made me down and so damn hopeless as i very hope it's end....

   pls..the god must freaking kidding me! how come i wan to escape all the shit but it always come to me?! huh??!! i have no choice,only can follow the fate..

   OMG...is that my life be the same in the future? i don wan! actually I'm wonder why my personality will always listen and follow what others ask me to do?! why i cant have the courage to follow what my heart wish me to do?! why? why? why? 

   Well,i have no choice but to follow since it's one of my personality which will hurt myself deeply! yes,i knew it but i cant be the person who always think of self first! why? because my heart prohibited me to do something which will hurt others..this is my good and bad! i lossed to it! DAMN!

   i wan a world that no body know me and hide myself as well as begin my new life! sure it's just a DREAM..haha..i knew this world is so materialistic and every1 only look into self interest..so,i have to be one of the person to protect my self from my enemy but not friends and family.. wish me luck forever and bad go far far away from me =)