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2012年5月22日星期二

没有你在身边的日子...

给:他


   你知道我非常害怕鬼,怕打打杀杀~是的!我非常,超级的怕!昨晚我躺在床上2个小时了,还没睡着~就在我差点要睡着的时候突然好想有人拿枕头打我的头~我就当场坐起来了~因为我的rommate睡得正想叻~不会是她打我啊~难道??就是因为我睡的位置是比较没有阳光可以照进来所以好想暗暗的~我才会想多多啊!T,T


   那时我怕得马上找你,还开门出去客厅一下下~虽然你用大笑安抚我,但是我还是很怕~~~mama~~~T,T 怕得想回家睡,想不睡撑到天亮~可是我的体力大不如前~只要累了就一定要睡,睡不著也一定要躺着休息~我对我的身体状况非常怕~担心哪天会想老人家一样的体魄~最后,我开门睡了..因为客厅的灯可以照进来一点点~这让我有点安心~所以,慢慢的我也就睡了~


   我很想你好像那天一样陪我睡..那我就很安心睡了~当我心情不好,不安时~也只有你和爸爸妈妈可以让我安心~反而其他人就只会让我更心不安,烦~为什么呢?我自己也不知道~感觉吧~因为只有你和爸爸妈妈才会真的为我着想~但是有一样你比我爸爸妈妈优胜,就是当我心空空,飘飘(感觉很不好受)的时候~只要见到你,抱下你,那种感觉就好慢慢消失~


   到底我为啥会有那种非常不好受的感觉呢?我也不知道~它说来就来的~><!! 或许是压力太大? 或许是没有安全感? 两个都有可能喔!! 要很serious的看待这个问题! 再有如此感觉,我就会告诉爸妈,并要求询问心里医生~因为我发觉问题越来越严重了~我怕下个跳楼的是我~真的怕~ T,T..


   你要全力支持我,要多关心我~也希望朋友可以真心待我~那,我想我的轻生问题就会比较容易解决吧~阿弥陀佛,保佑我快快病好吧~


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2012年5月11日星期五

kanasai people!

    i don know why some ppl very be the busybody! is it too boring? please la! just busy ur things then enough ard! u don have but others have, u also cant like someone try to break it because of u envy others! that's ur personal problems! know??!!

    when i said 1 time, i'm not wish to repeat, repeat and repeat again! please respect others before u did something! think about others! how many times we repeat the same words to u?! huh??!! u can't understand chinese and english?! dont try to challenge my patient! I ALWAYS SILENT NOT MEAN I HAVE NO ANGER EMOTIONAL! really kanasai! if u cant handle well please dont put ur shit face like u can do it! i hate u when i saw that face! 

   
    someone told me that M'sia is a harmony and nice country..that person said he can easily see the smile even don know each other or heard "sorry" from others when something happen..WTF! i totally not agree! M'sia people only think of self benefits! they do everything just because of their own benefits! well, maybe he is very lucky to meet those nice people..




   
    BTW, i saw one person posted "friends is for utilize"..just like a goods, we use it when we need it, we neglect it when we happy ourselves..is it correct? well, before i start my college life, i m not agree with that sentence, but during my college life i own an experience and totally agree with that sentence that people posted at his facebook status..
  
    ya! i learn many of the social theories while i'm studying at college! "thanks" those who make me hurt and those who attack me! i'm gradually become more stronger and independent!